It really pisses me off when she has her period coz she doesn’t want anything to do with me. So much for fucking seeing her this week.
My mom thinks I took her cough syrup. And it really pisses me off because I honestly didn’t take it. But no, I just got accused of it twice. I wouldn’t mind being scrutinized if I actually had, but I didn’t take your fucking cough syrup. Goddamn.
I don’t think my mom likes Taylor, and it really fucking pisses me off coz she’s so fucking wonderful, but my mom (along with everyone else in my fucking family) loved my last girlfriend, even though she was such a shitty fucking person that it was unreal. This is fucking stupid. It’s not her fault she’s so fucking shy. Goddamn.
I fucking love how you still don’t trust me enough to tell me what you’re thinking. You don’t even trust me with your thoughts. Kinda fucked up when we’re dating now, huh? Jesus, this is just so fucking awesome.
I’m tired of my fucking friends taking advantage of me. I can’t even fucking afford to take Taylor see The Avengers. But nobody gives a shit. It’s okay, Colton doesn’t need his money back. He has lots of money, right? Yeah, fuck you.
What the fuck am I even supposed to do? I hate seeing you like this. I wanna fucking help you, but there’s nothing I can do. It fucking sucks. I feel even more worthless than I normally do. I just want you to be fucking happy. I fucking stopped doing duster for you. But it’s like we just traded places. It feels like somebody just punched me in the stomach ten times, and it’s been like that for the past day. I just wanna take snort all my fucking pills at once and be done with it, but that wouldn’t help you at all, would it? No, it would make it worse. I just wanna fucking die. I can’t do this…
Why do I feel like everyone is trying to use me today?
I. Am. Freaking. The. Fuck. Out. Right. Now. I was gonna do it tonight. It felt so fucking right. But no. Everything always gets fucked up somehow.
